Amazing and scary
Today was an amazing day. So many blessings even down to the racing of my heart tonight.
I was so scared. Yet I was welcomed. First steps I was concerned whether I would make the jump but since this morning everything has been falling into place.
Each new step is greatness from Jehovah. Those final shaking were necessary. Even more so was the voice that cracked and teared up in high anxiety.
Yet even though my throat was throbbing and my heart was on fire I still took my steps. Slow good news. Slow hopes to gaining BACK what I lost but in a new sense. A better appreciation of what the depth really is.
This kind if joy holds me so close and I know it can only be Jehovah leading me. I know not what else to call it.
Progress. So much had been lost. So much had been destroyed. Now are the steps I take, for me, to rekindle my relationship with Jehovah and Jesus.
So much I must learn. And patience in realizing I did change. My life twisted and turned only to flip and flop. Yet in all the good and bad I still learned a grand lesson. An experience and education. It's this tiny approach that makes profound sense.
I can only thank Jehovah for the encouragement. Such a breathtaking moment.
And now, once again, I am cuddled down in my blanket and drinking rooibos tea. Soon to say a goodnight to this beautiful day.
I was so scared. Yet I was welcomed. First steps I was concerned whether I would make the jump but since this morning everything has been falling into place.
Each new step is greatness from Jehovah. Those final shaking were necessary. Even more so was the voice that cracked and teared up in high anxiety.
Yet even though my throat was throbbing and my heart was on fire I still took my steps. Slow good news. Slow hopes to gaining BACK what I lost but in a new sense. A better appreciation of what the depth really is.
This kind if joy holds me so close and I know it can only be Jehovah leading me. I know not what else to call it.
Progress. So much had been lost. So much had been destroyed. Now are the steps I take, for me, to rekindle my relationship with Jehovah and Jesus.
So much I must learn. And patience in realizing I did change. My life twisted and turned only to flip and flop. Yet in all the good and bad I still learned a grand lesson. An experience and education. It's this tiny approach that makes profound sense.
I can only thank Jehovah for the encouragement. Such a breathtaking moment.
And now, once again, I am cuddled down in my blanket and drinking rooibos tea. Soon to say a goodnight to this beautiful day.
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