Calling in the night, an ex's hope

Just calling a night. I thought of my laughter and insecurities of people. Not that I was laughing at their insecurities but just the fact they were so displayed very quickly.

Just with what I know of myself I can truly say I am an ex. Not a crazy one. That is a label a man likes to put on women who don't go his way or doesn't see things the way he does. And yes the judgement can rub off on innocent ones.

Alas I am grateful to say I would never add to the situation there. Nope y'all do well on your own with the drama bits.

I am quite content in NOT being a part of a conversation people hold. If by some oddness in a moment my name is mentioned bite your tongue hard.

I can't abide when I am subjected to insecure women. Sorry but not sorry. I left that bunch behind when I said goodbye.

So let me lay it plain to you. Enjoy your long days holding each other, find that calm within yourself and finally just settle.  But leave me out.

And if you don't settle get out fast. For the facts of life are quite demanding after playing house.

Yes I am one of the many ex friends and believe me I am grateful. I drowned. Now I don't even bother the rough sea. I admire it though. And I learned the best and worst of people. And I can say I made it.

I get it.

So here the night is closed and your times are being expanded. So enjoy the life and be honest in everything you do. For I am not the complications you two experience but your choices and deception to yourselves is your downfall.

And with that you know I speak the truth. And now I say good night. For that is what even the most hated exes do, wish you well no matter what. In truth that is my key of forgiving.

So my eyes flicker closed. Until tomorrow.