Hardest thing to do
I realized today I did one of the hardest things I have done in a long time. Opened my world to someone who knows nothing about me to explain some pieces of my very personal life.
Not many know my travels in life just the parts that I reveal. In these last four years much has been a trial but also a path to learn how to grow.
Just today, after giving a part of me to someone via a long letter and face to face time, I received a gift in return. A huge hug from the one I let into my life. I have them a glimpse of my hardships and my blessings. I also gave them a journey and the solution to the trials I have been facing.
For that person to hug me for a while, made me nearly cry. Yet I did not. I just thanked Jehovah and kept going on working. Making the most of a great day.
Even more so are the joys I will gain from the rest of this week continuing into the next. Pure bliss.
It doesn't take much to open myself up once I want you to understand me. And for me it is best for me to write you a letter. By far you will gain the depth of me, or certain aspects.
Yet I love to answer questions to but if something is asked it has to be very specific. Generalization is a broad area and I can go off into tangents about those areas. So don't let me bore you.
Alas this is my other avenue. My writing. You get to see what my thoughts are, what my difficulties are and you get to see me in a new perspective.
Perhaps being who I am, that is the best gift I can give someone. Just one piece of me.
So today was me opening up, giving a gift of knowledge or insight to who and where I have been. All I gained was being able to have one more person understand why I am just silent or private about my life.
Truly a joyful day.
And You? Did you find something that gave true insight of how you are? Did you ask questions?
Not many know my travels in life just the parts that I reveal. In these last four years much has been a trial but also a path to learn how to grow.
Just today, after giving a part of me to someone via a long letter and face to face time, I received a gift in return. A huge hug from the one I let into my life. I have them a glimpse of my hardships and my blessings. I also gave them a journey and the solution to the trials I have been facing.
For that person to hug me for a while, made me nearly cry. Yet I did not. I just thanked Jehovah and kept going on working. Making the most of a great day.
Even more so are the joys I will gain from the rest of this week continuing into the next. Pure bliss.
It doesn't take much to open myself up once I want you to understand me. And for me it is best for me to write you a letter. By far you will gain the depth of me, or certain aspects.
Yet I love to answer questions to but if something is asked it has to be very specific. Generalization is a broad area and I can go off into tangents about those areas. So don't let me bore you.
Alas this is my other avenue. My writing. You get to see what my thoughts are, what my difficulties are and you get to see me in a new perspective.
Perhaps being who I am, that is the best gift I can give someone. Just one piece of me.
So today was me opening up, giving a gift of knowledge or insight to who and where I have been. All I gained was being able to have one more person understand why I am just silent or private about my life.
Truly a joyful day.
And You? Did you find something that gave true insight of how you are? Did you ask questions?
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