Not a thing

I did absolutely nothing today. I knocked out all my lists and locked up all my goals. I just enjoyed this day for myself.

Settled down now. I had pasta and chai tea. Just a wonderful night for me. Soon getting ready to watch my collection of BBC shows and resting more of smile across my lips.

Today was beneficial in all ways. Relaxation and reading. Watching all my movies and matching romance with comedy.

Simple parts of a day. And at this moment I am watching another hallmark movie that just proves I am a romantic in so many ways but realism exists inside of me too.

And so I just am really taking in the sweetest moments with my mom and cat. Entertaining the mind with joy and laughter,  tears and smiles. Indeed much is wonderful.

And this is why I did absolutely nothing today. Soaking in all that was necessary to be me. Why? Well i have to be true to myself first and foremost as well as those around me. So why not slow way down.

Find myself and live just a little bit. As I did today. I watched so many movies that brought up my childhood. So many pieces that I loved about my fighting independence. Yet I still hold out for my best of all dream.

One day.

And though it seems sad, bringing a bit of water to my eyes I still know it is possible.  That is what I have to look forward too.

So smile. Do absolutely nothing and see what you find out about yourself.