Silliness in a search
I found myself searching and searching for something and realized that the importance of the item really wasn't a high priority. Then by the time I needed to settle down my mind was racing to all the areas that the item would, should be - before I packed up my apartment.
Low and behold I could not recall the exact box that the item was in much less if I even kept it since only today it seemed on the list to find. And still I left it alone. Forgetting about the need to find it. Settling myself to relax in the living room. All in hopes I push myself for just one creative moment.
MEH.
Nope. A long day of work. Seeing an old friend from the southern states rang up grand memories that just makes me still smile. So the finding of the object has be sliced from the mind now.
I look around and see that I have way too many pieces of clothing and I must find a box to separate and donate. Downsize in the worst way. Simplicity at its best. For certain the idea of doing so will be a high listed item come secondary to rest.
Surely no one can rest for hours at a time. I assure you, that is incorrect. I am well capable of sleeping long hours only to be awake for an hour and finding the need to take another nap. It is quite a debilitating part of my life but I don't let it stop me from finding the pure bliss in a tea, coffee or nature moment.
And now the eyes find a way to slowly drift. Hazy moments where I am staring in space only to reconcile my mind to the computer. Goodness have a grand laugh with me. Smile with me as I take a moment to realize I am falling asleep even now as I type.
So just a few more notes on electronic paper and I will end the evening.
Maybe tomorrow I will recall that particular item. Eh, maybe not.
I smile.
Low and behold I could not recall the exact box that the item was in much less if I even kept it since only today it seemed on the list to find. And still I left it alone. Forgetting about the need to find it. Settling myself to relax in the living room. All in hopes I push myself for just one creative moment.
MEH.
Nope. A long day of work. Seeing an old friend from the southern states rang up grand memories that just makes me still smile. So the finding of the object has be sliced from the mind now.
I look around and see that I have way too many pieces of clothing and I must find a box to separate and donate. Downsize in the worst way. Simplicity at its best. For certain the idea of doing so will be a high listed item come secondary to rest.
Surely no one can rest for hours at a time. I assure you, that is incorrect. I am well capable of sleeping long hours only to be awake for an hour and finding the need to take another nap. It is quite a debilitating part of my life but I don't let it stop me from finding the pure bliss in a tea, coffee or nature moment.
And now the eyes find a way to slowly drift. Hazy moments where I am staring in space only to reconcile my mind to the computer. Goodness have a grand laugh with me. Smile with me as I take a moment to realize I am falling asleep even now as I type.
So just a few more notes on electronic paper and I will end the evening.
Maybe tomorrow I will recall that particular item. Eh, maybe not.
I smile.
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