I speak in riddles, sometimes
I speak in riddles but not to confuse people but for them to gather meaning of truth within. So much of me seems to be a walking contradiction. Yet the reality of my life is quite simple.
The quakes of a morning wake I find my mind is found alerted by all the thoughts, memories and creative ideas. These even mingle with imagination. Yet not so much as to create this imaginary world but to protect myself from just imposing distaste or hatred.
It is said I really do want world peace. Yet I know how it will come about. My mind is so clear with the big picture and the fine details that explaining to people I really do get it. Funny how I have to hide that information from people.
The weights of understanding more than most. I can get all that and then some. That is my contradiction. That is my laziness. I try to lag behind or even just remain quiet because it is easier to be seen as the simple, why one than the one that has such great depth.
My riddles calm me. The similes I give are only so that people of all ranges can comprehend. Perhaps I strive too much. Yet maybe not enough. Yet the fact I even try to incorporate all walks of life into the story or the viewing may be just an interesting fact.
And still I am even growing myself. Noticing how the protection within me is making me thrive.
The silence of my breath is good. The rumbling of my limbs shaking is tedious but I am quite capable of the mind control.
Yet there are days where precision is NOT key just finishing is goal. And that is where I am today. Just relaxing. Finishing of books in my cozy pile of covers. Waiting for the night to become full navy skies.
Then calm and sleep.
I cannot ask people to want to learn and understand me but if you do, I am grateful.
So here I am resting. Letting my mind weave the tapestry of life and experience into a movie so grand only the stars can comprehend.
Adieu. For this is only for a short while. Smiling big as the killers of pain drown me into sleep.
The quakes of a morning wake I find my mind is found alerted by all the thoughts, memories and creative ideas. These even mingle with imagination. Yet not so much as to create this imaginary world but to protect myself from just imposing distaste or hatred.
It is said I really do want world peace. Yet I know how it will come about. My mind is so clear with the big picture and the fine details that explaining to people I really do get it. Funny how I have to hide that information from people.
The weights of understanding more than most. I can get all that and then some. That is my contradiction. That is my laziness. I try to lag behind or even just remain quiet because it is easier to be seen as the simple, why one than the one that has such great depth.
My riddles calm me. The similes I give are only so that people of all ranges can comprehend. Perhaps I strive too much. Yet maybe not enough. Yet the fact I even try to incorporate all walks of life into the story or the viewing may be just an interesting fact.
And still I am even growing myself. Noticing how the protection within me is making me thrive.
The silence of my breath is good. The rumbling of my limbs shaking is tedious but I am quite capable of the mind control.
Yet there are days where precision is NOT key just finishing is goal. And that is where I am today. Just relaxing. Finishing of books in my cozy pile of covers. Waiting for the night to become full navy skies.
Then calm and sleep.
I cannot ask people to want to learn and understand me but if you do, I am grateful.
So here I am resting. Letting my mind weave the tapestry of life and experience into a movie so grand only the stars can comprehend.
Adieu. For this is only for a short while. Smiling big as the killers of pain drown me into sleep.
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