Wonder

Long hours of research has to stop. Found out so much about my family that all I can say is WOW!

The walk through history and placing generations of mothers and fathers in the lines. Just a moment of silence has been given.

The hope that tomorrow brings a day of laughter and surprises. I have been grateful for no work this weekend. Every step is mine to enjoy. And right now I am cuddled up in my chair drinking chai tea and wondering about a few friends tonight.

Not really in the mood to chase down the answers but maybe I will have my dreams about them and stop worrying.

Just small things that are so tiny the grain of sand stands beside them and they crush it. Yet that is the item I look for.

Odd how that works out. But today I don't put much weight in it. If I was still friends to them I just would mess their lives up. So today it's just going to remain a low call of wonder.

And friends how are your days taking you?

I just feel so odd. Going through the steps of changes I just keep going along. Hoping that the light keeps my head up and not dwelling on things I cannot change.

Hmm. Hugs to that person I once knew.