Calm but loud
The mind is calm. The heart still races but a smile sits where tears ran freely. Just finished A far off place and I am ready for another good movie.
Too bad Courage Mountain isn't in my collection. Yet I will find something that works.
Settled here in the chair drinking Luke warm lemon black tea. Indeed not much is the same as yesterday but my smile is still here. The positive note is I ate maple and brown sugar oatmeal.
Odd.
Onto Bajirao Mastani. As I reflex on the simplification I must really dig into tomorrow. A slow piece on my part but it must be done.
Still the sleepy smile lingers over me. Was I too brassy to give information to people? No. Necessity roared higher. Truthfulness is who I am.
Whether they believe it or not, I know not but I have my paperwork. And still that be swayed differently for anyone that doesn't believe.
And today, two minutes passed midnight, I don't care. I did once but not now. Though in some clear way I do care beyond imagination.
Ah the complexity I am. And to some too much. Yet I have learned I cannot budge those who want to be stone. I have to just step around and carry forward. Not being a trembling person.
Even though earlier my whole soul shook and my spirit was choking. I still saw the positive. I had to. I saw both good and bad outcomes. Nevertheless I learn the entire time.
A hope.
And that is how I have to listen.
And now with the throbbing in my mind I am still happy. A smirk over my face. Maintaining a form of mystery. Indeed.
And smile too. Life is good.
Too bad Courage Mountain isn't in my collection. Yet I will find something that works.
Settled here in the chair drinking Luke warm lemon black tea. Indeed not much is the same as yesterday but my smile is still here. The positive note is I ate maple and brown sugar oatmeal.
Odd.
Onto Bajirao Mastani. As I reflex on the simplification I must really dig into tomorrow. A slow piece on my part but it must be done.
Still the sleepy smile lingers over me. Was I too brassy to give information to people? No. Necessity roared higher. Truthfulness is who I am.
Whether they believe it or not, I know not but I have my paperwork. And still that be swayed differently for anyone that doesn't believe.
And today, two minutes passed midnight, I don't care. I did once but not now. Though in some clear way I do care beyond imagination.
Ah the complexity I am. And to some too much. Yet I have learned I cannot budge those who want to be stone. I have to just step around and carry forward. Not being a trembling person.
Even though earlier my whole soul shook and my spirit was choking. I still saw the positive. I had to. I saw both good and bad outcomes. Nevertheless I learn the entire time.
A hope.
And that is how I have to listen.
And now with the throbbing in my mind I am still happy. A smirk over my face. Maintaining a form of mystery. Indeed.
And smile too. Life is good.
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