What never changes

It's fun when you find out how much people go back to a routine if they lose out on something else.

Truly a sad event and I am grateful that I enjoyed my beach time with friends and family.

And as much as I figured a cycle would never stop for one person I thought maybe just maybe happiness and satisfaction could be found in current companion. Yet to see that, as much as I laugh, other people from past become friends again.

Then I realize I really never can persuade a person. And with that I am grateful to have once been a friend. Though my words are heard on deaf ears.

And with that I am grateful for my severe life changes. My life only becomes better with each passing day.

And my tiny tears that flow because I am not surprised, I just want to scream. Yet that helps nothing as I watch another stupid female fall in line with charms and ignore reality.

Yet I am grateful I am not her. And maybe she calls you out for your stupid stuff. I hope so. For you need severe correction, thoroughly.

And right now I pray for you both. For next year life changes for the better for me. All aspects.

I look forward to every part.

Every last part of my night ends in laughter.