Serene
When you come to this realization in life, the complete calm that washes over you. A serene moment.
These times you realize what is going on in your life holds a key to how you manage the next few days. And when you pray you realize that love holds you so dear.
And when you finally allow it all to sink in, the prayer you hold finds this extreme peace down into your spirit. Spiritual food will be there when my steps are stronger.
Right now I have to gain strength to stand and move. The times that come from understanding all aspects of yourself. Even those cracking moments.
With that you only want to high five those who get you. Only to realize you are doing those secret handshakes with memories. As depressing as that sounds, it's not really.
My hair falling out, my stages of weakness and my nausea that assaults me daily are just pieces of my puzzle. And I am still am thankful for the process. All for the next time it hits me harder I can be more prepared.
So with that opened space in my mind I am keeping the heart cooled. Only with the knowledge that I will once more be in Jehovah's arms.
Though today I am sitting this one out. Learning to find what I need to find with Jehovah as my days begin to stretch shorter.
Right now I am just sitting here, curled up. Knees in chest as I prepare for more rest.
Not one ounce of me is concerned of anything. I just hope my eyes open in the morning and my smile stains my spirit with more joy.
And my friends who care for me, love me when I return.
These times you realize what is going on in your life holds a key to how you manage the next few days. And when you pray you realize that love holds you so dear.
And when you finally allow it all to sink in, the prayer you hold finds this extreme peace down into your spirit. Spiritual food will be there when my steps are stronger.
Right now I have to gain strength to stand and move. The times that come from understanding all aspects of yourself. Even those cracking moments.
With that you only want to high five those who get you. Only to realize you are doing those secret handshakes with memories. As depressing as that sounds, it's not really.
My hair falling out, my stages of weakness and my nausea that assaults me daily are just pieces of my puzzle. And I am still am thankful for the process. All for the next time it hits me harder I can be more prepared.
So with that opened space in my mind I am keeping the heart cooled. Only with the knowledge that I will once more be in Jehovah's arms.
Though today I am sitting this one out. Learning to find what I need to find with Jehovah as my days begin to stretch shorter.
Right now I am just sitting here, curled up. Knees in chest as I prepare for more rest.
Not one ounce of me is concerned of anything. I just hope my eyes open in the morning and my smile stains my spirit with more joy.
And my friends who care for me, love me when I return.
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