Laughter is passion
You know when you think back into your mind and see all these wonderful things you did. The crashes and laughter you had seem to unfold the memories like torn paper.
It's just an exhaling sort of moment. Looking over the last few months and seeing all the changes I have done. Looking for answers, not always getting the right ones but still getting some. The hopes that you can spread inside yourself is that of the same one that left your heart breaking now you sing praises to their happiness.
It sounds almost sickening in some cases but the mind has soothed the aches. The broken parts of you really aren't in pieces anymore. When that moment you look back and really just want to hug a person and say thank you, is this profound moment.
What of today?
It is 2 am in the morning and I am still finding myself wide awake. For certain not a bad thing. Though a few nodding off moments throughout vintage flip on hgtv. All in all just this perpetual sound of bliss falls from my lips.
And in my slow breathing and smiles I do have flash backs of events in which normally would make me sad, I am not anymore. Even more so is the hope that a constant comparison ends soon.
Facts are I am far different than another and to just let someone walk all over me is a big freaking no no. And with knowing that I still won't battle. I just know that life is raw for some and jealousy hold high. It's a sad streak in life but I am not a part of it.
What I love about me is that the social norms is nothing I ever bend towards. That may irritate some and may sway others to be intrigued but it doesn't matter to me. Most people only have chit chat conversations with me. To be real I am okay giving what they need but I just usually brush off.
I am this in depth woman. I seek real debates or big discussions about what irks people or motivates. Even what draws them into some sort of passion.
For me the biggest part of me is learning a new form of art. Whether it be glass blowing, basket weaving, murals, realism, different media's, clay arts, speaking a new language, reading in a foreign language or even just focusing on a new line of clothing or music. Also food and baking. All these are right up my line but I am by far not limited to them. I have a rare few places I don't go in a conversation because, plainly, the bore me.
So as I bore everyone else I will backtrack a bit. Laughter of my tangents and passions just need to be heard.
So later today the hope is to finally flip out all the unnecessary pieces of life. If I can get rid of just ten items from my list of one hundred I would be feeling amazing. So the day begins as soon as sleep comes.
This moment I smile knowing the tidbits of a day can go any way I hope it to go if I apply myself. So I must, indeed, try.
And you? Any challenges you put on a list to accomplish? Any part of life you hope to chuck completely to carry through a more simplified phase of growing?
Hmm?
It's just an exhaling sort of moment. Looking over the last few months and seeing all the changes I have done. Looking for answers, not always getting the right ones but still getting some. The hopes that you can spread inside yourself is that of the same one that left your heart breaking now you sing praises to their happiness.
It sounds almost sickening in some cases but the mind has soothed the aches. The broken parts of you really aren't in pieces anymore. When that moment you look back and really just want to hug a person and say thank you, is this profound moment.
What of today?
It is 2 am in the morning and I am still finding myself wide awake. For certain not a bad thing. Though a few nodding off moments throughout vintage flip on hgtv. All in all just this perpetual sound of bliss falls from my lips.
And in my slow breathing and smiles I do have flash backs of events in which normally would make me sad, I am not anymore. Even more so is the hope that a constant comparison ends soon.
Facts are I am far different than another and to just let someone walk all over me is a big freaking no no. And with knowing that I still won't battle. I just know that life is raw for some and jealousy hold high. It's a sad streak in life but I am not a part of it.
What I love about me is that the social norms is nothing I ever bend towards. That may irritate some and may sway others to be intrigued but it doesn't matter to me. Most people only have chit chat conversations with me. To be real I am okay giving what they need but I just usually brush off.
I am this in depth woman. I seek real debates or big discussions about what irks people or motivates. Even what draws them into some sort of passion.
For me the biggest part of me is learning a new form of art. Whether it be glass blowing, basket weaving, murals, realism, different media's, clay arts, speaking a new language, reading in a foreign language or even just focusing on a new line of clothing or music. Also food and baking. All these are right up my line but I am by far not limited to them. I have a rare few places I don't go in a conversation because, plainly, the bore me.
So as I bore everyone else I will backtrack a bit. Laughter of my tangents and passions just need to be heard.
So later today the hope is to finally flip out all the unnecessary pieces of life. If I can get rid of just ten items from my list of one hundred I would be feeling amazing. So the day begins as soon as sleep comes.
This moment I smile knowing the tidbits of a day can go any way I hope it to go if I apply myself. So I must, indeed, try.
And you? Any challenges you put on a list to accomplish? Any part of life you hope to chuck completely to carry through a more simplified phase of growing?
Hmm?
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