Grand intensity
The blessings about aura infused migraines is there is no need for drugs. You already get to experience a psychedelic perception and an added bonus of holographic images throughout the day. Clearly you can understand the pure joy in the whole situation.
I mean I have to see the positive in the whole ordeal. Now 3 entire days filled with constant pressure, odd images and the intense throbbing drum inside my entire left side. Temple to hip and down into my shoulders and wrists.
And I still manage to find a way to act "normal". Forgive the snort of sarcastic laughter. Right now I have an ice pack on my neck and circulating it upon my head to ear and back down to neck. To clarify Excedrin taken and no knocking of pressure. Intensity pretty strong.
And with this I still manage to have a sense of humor, a positive outlook and the need to press on. Though I am curious how others would react to this level of "excitement" in their lives.
I just need to find some manageable pressure so sleep can come and work stresses won't affect my every move. A goal for tomorrow because I would hate to break my promise.
Yet these weird aura trips are beginning to be quite fun. The slow motion in a sci-fi movie, the running or walking and seeing yourself standing in the place you just were only to know your actual soul is breathing in current spot. Clearly an exercise of pure fun, in some odd neurological experiment.
Ice has melted and television is on commercial. No lights, no sounds just images to focus on and phase out. Time for more ice. Maybe later some sleep.
Crazy as this is I go anywhere between 3 to 15 days with a migraine. The intensity is the difference though. Whether it can be tolerated or not. And levels of pain is something I understand well. The allergy of things in my life prove me capable of so much and yet days like today I would rather cry. Hoping someone helps me. Yet no one does. And that is my fault.
Yet I am still moving. I still laugh of the reality and dreamy experience a migraine is. The different stages. I thought days ago I would be okay by sleeping it all off. Apparently it was not enough sleep or enough relaxation. Though I will get more r&r in January. But first December has to happen.
Tonight, this early morn I am fighting just for some stability for work. A moderate day is scheduled and I am praying for the next level of this hemoplegic migraine doesn't come. The truth is it eventually does. Paralysis usually does follow its course. I have no control over it.
So I am just chilling right now. Not getting hyped. Just inhaling and exhaling. Trying to not let the blindness in the left eye and the droopy face affect my mind.
I so hate these times. And NO I am not having a stroke. It's really is my childhood diagnosis. It was thought that I would outgrow it,ha. But I am going to remain calm and positive.
And you? How would you be with a migraine like these? Tension, hemoplegic or even just an ordinary migraine?
How do you function?
Like me, just laugh it off and keep on moving. Life is going and so must everything else.
Now a cup of coffee. A stimulant for sleep alongside the ice pack. Plus hope that all moves along quickly and smiles come back stronger.
Sleep well friends
I mean I have to see the positive in the whole ordeal. Now 3 entire days filled with constant pressure, odd images and the intense throbbing drum inside my entire left side. Temple to hip and down into my shoulders and wrists.
And I still manage to find a way to act "normal". Forgive the snort of sarcastic laughter. Right now I have an ice pack on my neck and circulating it upon my head to ear and back down to neck. To clarify Excedrin taken and no knocking of pressure. Intensity pretty strong.
And with this I still manage to have a sense of humor, a positive outlook and the need to press on. Though I am curious how others would react to this level of "excitement" in their lives.
I just need to find some manageable pressure so sleep can come and work stresses won't affect my every move. A goal for tomorrow because I would hate to break my promise.
Yet these weird aura trips are beginning to be quite fun. The slow motion in a sci-fi movie, the running or walking and seeing yourself standing in the place you just were only to know your actual soul is breathing in current spot. Clearly an exercise of pure fun, in some odd neurological experiment.
Ice has melted and television is on commercial. No lights, no sounds just images to focus on and phase out. Time for more ice. Maybe later some sleep.
Crazy as this is I go anywhere between 3 to 15 days with a migraine. The intensity is the difference though. Whether it can be tolerated or not. And levels of pain is something I understand well. The allergy of things in my life prove me capable of so much and yet days like today I would rather cry. Hoping someone helps me. Yet no one does. And that is my fault.
Yet I am still moving. I still laugh of the reality and dreamy experience a migraine is. The different stages. I thought days ago I would be okay by sleeping it all off. Apparently it was not enough sleep or enough relaxation. Though I will get more r&r in January. But first December has to happen.
Tonight, this early morn I am fighting just for some stability for work. A moderate day is scheduled and I am praying for the next level of this hemoplegic migraine doesn't come. The truth is it eventually does. Paralysis usually does follow its course. I have no control over it.
So I am just chilling right now. Not getting hyped. Just inhaling and exhaling. Trying to not let the blindness in the left eye and the droopy face affect my mind.
I so hate these times. And NO I am not having a stroke. It's really is my childhood diagnosis. It was thought that I would outgrow it,ha. But I am going to remain calm and positive.
And you? How would you be with a migraine like these? Tension, hemoplegic or even just an ordinary migraine?
How do you function?
Like me, just laugh it off and keep on moving. Life is going and so must everything else.
Now a cup of coffee. A stimulant for sleep alongside the ice pack. Plus hope that all moves along quickly and smiles come back stronger.
Sleep well friends
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