Crowded
I find it funny that people think I could do great harm. Yet the only way that would happen is if I got back within the crowd that was with my dad.
By far I am not vindictive like that and as much as you hurt me the only thing I will do now is walk you to my door and slam it shut. Leaving you outside in the cold to fend for yourself.
I really don't need any kind of connection with people that believe I'll of me or even seek to put labels on me. In all honesty it is them who needs the labels.
Yet even I may glimpse inside of a comment or something but by far I will not even like it even when it rings true nor will I be anything more but grateful of them shining.
My only hope is that life pulls those who once were in my life, towards where they want to be. I will even push others towards them because they are kind.
But I never get involved in their lives. Unless some odd change happens and I have to call them. Get them involved just once, hoping I am heard.
Yet even in those moments I am praying that they don't answer. Just listen. And now, even now as I pray for their well being I still hope that their lives are gaining blessings at every turn.
See that is who I am. Me of the past would have torn you all through the mud and ripped apart everything. Yet once you learn to be calm all that stuff you would have done, is petty. So childish that all you can do is laugh.
And with that being said I hope some understand me.
By far I am not vindictive like that and as much as you hurt me the only thing I will do now is walk you to my door and slam it shut. Leaving you outside in the cold to fend for yourself.
I really don't need any kind of connection with people that believe I'll of me or even seek to put labels on me. In all honesty it is them who needs the labels.
Yet even I may glimpse inside of a comment or something but by far I will not even like it even when it rings true nor will I be anything more but grateful of them shining.
My only hope is that life pulls those who once were in my life, towards where they want to be. I will even push others towards them because they are kind.
But I never get involved in their lives. Unless some odd change happens and I have to call them. Get them involved just once, hoping I am heard.
Yet even in those moments I am praying that they don't answer. Just listen. And now, even now as I pray for their well being I still hope that their lives are gaining blessings at every turn.
See that is who I am. Me of the past would have torn you all through the mud and ripped apart everything. Yet once you learn to be calm all that stuff you would have done, is petty. So childish that all you can do is laugh.
And with that being said I hope some understand me.
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