Courage in weakness
When you find yourself with courage raging deep inside. You find yourself capable of many different things. I am such.
And after today the stride is different. The hope is different. The livelihood changes because the outlook has new directions.
Each step makes us stronger. And even when we are at our weakest we are seen for the value of persistence. This is our new motivation.
Well it is for me.
I cannot attest for others. And my plan is make life as simple as possible and do what I can to stay positive in all aspects of trials or joy.
I sigh. Just doing my mental notes and checking off all that is unnecessary. The last parts of me has to be this.
And now I just soak in the songs of Umrao Jaan. A story I would love to read in original language. Urdu. A lost language but still lingers in others.
Exhaling as the settling of the night comes and I am thankful to Jehovah for the changes. The tears, the frustrations and the trials. For I know that this is temporary.
Every day I become more and more grateful to have learned. Now just to reach my heart as it did before. And his words are.
The appreciation and growth. One day. I, too, will stand with my place at Jehovah's table. That is my main goal.
Today is to just keep peace in my anxious heart and calm in my perplexed mind. And as I sit here I look over 2 Corinthians. Drawing out what I need to listen to and correct.
Days, I hope I have, will unwind the truth and my heart will spark. This is a real dream. And I am aiming to achieve it.
For now I am still in the turmoil of emotions. Still trying to wrap my head around things. And gain this complete calm. Each hour I am capable of it.
Though at this moment my strength is very low and I am scared of failing. Maybe tomorrow, with a clear head, I will be able to jump in motion.
For I am in severe hope I maintain my positive joyful walk.
But right now I will maintain the sniffling and tears until no more come out. Minding myself of the migraine to follow.
Perhaps that walk in nature will find me the words I need. The courage and strength because I know Jehovah hears me. As well as the wisdom to admit I am weaker than I want to be.
Yet this minute I won't dwell on that.
Smile. Give that hope to someone. I know I do.
And after today the stride is different. The hope is different. The livelihood changes because the outlook has new directions.
Each step makes us stronger. And even when we are at our weakest we are seen for the value of persistence. This is our new motivation.
Well it is for me.
I cannot attest for others. And my plan is make life as simple as possible and do what I can to stay positive in all aspects of trials or joy.
I sigh. Just doing my mental notes and checking off all that is unnecessary. The last parts of me has to be this.
And now I just soak in the songs of Umrao Jaan. A story I would love to read in original language. Urdu. A lost language but still lingers in others.
Exhaling as the settling of the night comes and I am thankful to Jehovah for the changes. The tears, the frustrations and the trials. For I know that this is temporary.
Every day I become more and more grateful to have learned. Now just to reach my heart as it did before. And his words are.
The appreciation and growth. One day. I, too, will stand with my place at Jehovah's table. That is my main goal.
Today is to just keep peace in my anxious heart and calm in my perplexed mind. And as I sit here I look over 2 Corinthians. Drawing out what I need to listen to and correct.
Days, I hope I have, will unwind the truth and my heart will spark. This is a real dream. And I am aiming to achieve it.
For now I am still in the turmoil of emotions. Still trying to wrap my head around things. And gain this complete calm. Each hour I am capable of it.
Though at this moment my strength is very low and I am scared of failing. Maybe tomorrow, with a clear head, I will be able to jump in motion.
For I am in severe hope I maintain my positive joyful walk.
But right now I will maintain the sniffling and tears until no more come out. Minding myself of the migraine to follow.
Perhaps that walk in nature will find me the words I need. The courage and strength because I know Jehovah hears me. As well as the wisdom to admit I am weaker than I want to be.
Yet this minute I won't dwell on that.
Smile. Give that hope to someone. I know I do.
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