To read a thought

   To read a thought. My thought. What
would it be echoing? The sounds that
rumble deeply with me.

    Hold me tight. Closely so the
tremble ceases. Hear my breath. So
shallow I am fading.

   Silently I smile to remember
a time passed. So grand was that
memory.

    Just a few tears slide down.
Hold onto moment just a little
longer. Me? Was that really me?

    There was a superficial happiness.
Thoughts that believed, then, were true.
My eyes, heart so wrong.

    Tear me down. Only one thought
crosses my mind now. Was every
part of me a lie? Was anything real?

    A cycle, did I repeat? Still hurts
because thought a need, thought I
was to be someone's. Wrong.

    Only Jehovah's. I thank you
for pushing me to realize my
capabilities.

    One tear slides down my cheek.
       All I have learned, solitary.