Just my peaceful time

   Opening up the car door feeling
the coolness seep into my coat. Sort of a
soft, comforting feel.

    One by one I peel my fingers away
from the steering wheel. Sitting. Not ready
to move, get out of car. I exhale.

     Moving legs. Swinging out and
pulling self to stand tall. Inhaling and
exhaling. Enjoying the peaceful moments
before entering choatic home.

     Upon entering I notice darkened
rooms. Ah. Shh. Quiet time for me. Peaceful,
easy going for a few hours. Time just for
me.

     Ah yes no one to answer to.
Also I can watch a movie without sound,
reading subtitles and not have to
explain what is happening nor make
known that the movie is a foreign one.

   A huge sigh. Sitting down after
a few changes. Soaking up a glass of
warm vintage port. Enjoying and savoring
the textures and flavors involved.

   All, right now, just about me.

        A nice change, for once.
              Smile big for me:)