I will

Worlds collide. Words escape down onto paper.
Hinting at a memory that breaks time off. A
sentence that echoes throughout soul. How
amazing that senses can be so in tune with soul.
The spirit soars and strengthens.

Carry me down a road that used to scare me. Now
I am confident that Jehovah will support me
where, when it is necessary. Backed up against
a wall at times but still fighting, still holding
onto my chance at Jehovah's table.

Not once do I want to think on going against
all that has been taught just for one person,
one thing. Jehovah, my newly found friends and
family help lift, encourage me to continue
to stay stationary at the table. All the stories
of men and women from thousands of years
ago still help me understand how to cope with
my everyday situations.

Once entertained thoughts now are lost
desires fading into the wind. No longer do I want
all that I was then. Loving all the changes made.
Very happy with everyone's progress. Each day
is a stepping stone. So are you with me on this
journey?

One step at a time. Holding hands mentally and
walking into new light. I glance up, so happy for the
differences that are there. Floating on a cloud.
Overwhelmed with excitement that one day,
someday soon you will be my family. I cry out
in great glorious love that brings me, hard, to
my knees. Thankful that Jehovah stepped into
mix and carried me to where I am now. Do you
agree the changes are all for the better? That
I am growing up, learning what is more important
than that of a selfish, cold heart?

So here I sit pondering (procrastinating) how
to just get out into the day. So just shout out to
me. I would love to hear from all.

So smile and remember how amazingly
creative Jehovah is. Such a rare gift we all
have so make some use of it. I will.