A hope to go back to calming sleep

     Wonderful, blissful sound waves
soothing soul to sleep. Closing eyes
and feeling peace.

     A few hours dance by and
several levels of relaxation occur.
All muscles are jelly.

    Then dreams happen. Restless
I become. Tossing and turning. The
need to escape from one memory
to the next. Sense of urgency to
erase the thoughts.

    How sad for all that echoes
inside soul and mind. Grateful
for the happy spirit which calms
the emotions. No longer is the
need to cry. Just walk away.

    Waking up to see myself
staring out window. Oh not good
but very happy still inside home.

     Thoughts that rumble in
rapid fast forward mode. No
wonder I could no longer stay
stationary.

     Now wide awake. Sitting
on sofa. Early, early morning wondering,
praying to Jehovah that sleep
overcomes once more and happy
memories soothe.