Some day

   Yes there are times when I want
to walk outside and scream your name.
Still many a night I hear my memories
doing so in sleep.

   Reality it is easier to just walk
it off. Too many times I hoped frustrations
were not just one sided. Some days I
pray for one moment that is set aside for
me. One moment that is mine.

   Oh gathering all emotions together
and pitching into wind. Asking,
begging Jehovah to erase you from my
mind. Blind me of the temptations of
history.

    Walking away from everything was
so easy but the waves that came after
drowned, killed. Pulled and pulled until
I thought I was completely worthless.

    Grateful Jehovah saw potential
reading my heart. Seeing I was worth
something.

    Oh how I hold onto Jehovah
for everything where I used to do that
to you. An indepence Jehovah gave
me, made me realize all will be okay.

    One day you and I will be good
friends. Laugh off the past. Changed.

          Some day.