Sleepy zone

Sitting here I am drifting off to sleep. I don't want
to fall asleep because of thoughts.

Oh how do I erase all that is rambling inside? A tiny
giggle escapes my lips as I whisper something. The
cold catch in air tickles my throat.

Holding fast to the need to stay awake is actually
making me sleepier. Soon I will probably drift for
a short nap before more excitement.

Oh oh how I want to explain those thoughts but so
much is necessary to stay silent. To be quiet and hope.
All will land in lap when I least expect it.

Hmm so softly I murmur into the room. A memory
crosses lids and I close eyes for a few seconds.
Breathing in all that unfolds. Then head jerks back
up to awaken once more.

So please forgive me if I doze off in front of you. Not
that you bore me or anything just tired.

Closing my lids once more I get to relive what is
displayed in memory and continue down a dream.
Now waking seems less and less important. The
dream tons more fascinating.

Clutching onto pillow as though were part of sight
only to realize optical illusion. Just breathing heavy
for I don't want to be disappointed. So wanted
what was there.

Licking lips I prepare to state what is portions of
images but decide another day or another way will
come along.

So give a hug to me. Hold me tight.

Smile for me. Even if it is at great distances.