In thoughts of a foreign love story

To those who are dear to me, know this you are
always in my thoughts. Every waking moment, one
way or another, images of your face or an event
crosses my memory.

This is just who, how I am. Jehovah knows this.
I don't know if there would be a change in my
considerations but if ever comes a time, I will apply
what is necessary.

Ah now sitting here enjoying the warmth of several
layers of blankets. Watching a foreign film of the
genre I do so adore. A love story with lots of music
involved. Such admiration for this culture.

Slowly I watch and read subtitles. Enjoying voices
in languages so musical they soothe soul. If ever
you venture into my tastes of movies please I beg
of you to watch "Jodhaa Akbar". Simply a good
heartful movie. Please do not judge me.

So glad I can express me and not feel ashamed of
who I am. Thank you Jehovah.

Ah my eyes tear up in moments. Thoughts, dreams
and hopes burst within me. Holding fast to all that I
can. Yes you are there too.

Now I chide self long enough to get up and make
some warm rooibos tea and some paprika popcorn.
Hmm. Soft flavors that entertain tastebuds. Cooling
an evergrowing ache. A sigh is released and a silent
prayer as well. Oh I hope, I hope. Yes. The answers
are there just have to find the right questions.

So here you are in an image. A play of sorts in
slow motion. Hmm. So now I relax. Humming to self
to lyrics.

So if you are thinking of me today, tonight just thank
Jehovah, God because you now know I have you on
mind. Loving all friends, all family.

to now finish my long love story. I smile. Twinkling
sapphires.