Mental note

Just soaking up time until I have to head off to work.
So grateful it is a short five hours so back to resting
afterwards.

So prepping has me primping. Why is that? I know
I am unique so why going around proving it?

Sitting here drying in the moderate temp room
realizing that I just need some proof to me. Why
else would I go out of my way to dress nice for work?
Maybe I need to feel, see my beauty today.

So how else do I see it but a radiating smile plastered
to my pale chipmunk cheeks. Perhaps also by giving
thanks to Jehovah for breathing one more day.

So yes at times I may dress too fancy for my coworkers
but in reality it is just my style. Why bother trying
to explain that is just me?

Shrugs. Now onto sliding into the "uniform" colors.
I glance around my room in hopes that a smile will
soon form. Seeing the variety of colors sparkle.

Mental note to self: see beauty in the smallest stone.

So how do you press through the week? How do
you not get irritated in explaining that you are
simply unique? That Jehovah knows your flaws so
why worry over others thoughts. How do you do it?
Please do tell.

So my grand family keep on being self. Stay true
to Jehovah for all else matters not. He is the
foundation that you build yourself on. Keep proving
self only to him and you will shine!