Dear friends

   My dear friends who read, who inspire. I hope life
is gradually looking positive for you.

    I hope and pray that a smile crosses your lips when
you finally realize I do think of you all, where ever
you may be.

    A moment I slowly release a sigh as my eyes open
wider. Face grinning a shy smile.

    Placing music once more into ears. No, no I don't
plan on listening to the ironic songs. Just those that
invoke words of inspiration. Ones that give me hope
for another day full of surprises.

    Ah how some soak to my core as I allow eyeslashes
to caress the tears halting in corners. Not trying to
hide nor blink back all emotions. I know I should
have opened sooner than later.

    So sit with me, for a moment, as I recall some
quirky memories. Ones that entertain a mysterious
light in dark blue eyes.

    Oh dear friends I do want, some day, to be able to
talk to each and every one. Not feeling a shyness
from a loss of words nor emptiness of emotions.
Never would I want to block or avoid a new found
friendship.

    So my friends treat me with care as I grow. Love me
for the simplest images of kindness I display. Give
me that one smile to help press me throughout the
day. Give a hug that warms me all the way down to
spirit.

    Yes I do realize, physically some may not be
possible but to think of it is just as memorable as
the actual actions.

    Words have always meant more to me when
sincere and truthful. Actions are rare for me so
endure my silliness if I do not approach you nor
call out your name. You know who you are. So
my thoughts are always on you and my prayers
include you every time.

    So one day a surprise or two would be truly
amazing, yes?

     Not all is set in stone. So yes I keep learning. I
keep pressing forward. I keep absorbing for one day,
I hope, Jehovah will give answers to my prayers,
my hopes and bring forth my dreams.

    Until then my friends I enjoy the simplest gesture
of kindness given by my friends, family.

     So pick a flowery weed for me and send it into
the wind. For certain I will be happy knowing you too
thought of me today.