A loss of one I gained millions

      My eyes whisper tiny laughs. A small, simple
joy that jumps throughout my veins. My excitement
to gather with the love of Jehovah.

      Oh how the day should begin bright. Softly
encased in a fog. A morning that stays hidden. A
light that shines through all. A smile opens wide
across pale, rose lips.

      Hearing the wind whistling on bare tree branches,
oh how I skip to the vibrations. A silent, inward
giggle allows a glow to radiate over soul.

     Holding tightly to a memory. I glance up to the
sky. Thankful for this day, at first I breathe. Now
breaking free into the air, my arms swing as I listen
to music. Something that soothes me into the best
of moods.

    How could the harsh world take that away? No.
No. Give all to Jehovah. The trials that beckon to
trip me I shout inside my head to Jehovah to give
strength. Courage to let all fall off me. Not be
broken.

     Ready for this day? Yes. Jehovah shows me how
to be. Ever joyful is the spirit and it shines deep for
the world to see.

     A memory that entertains my mind. Oh how the
beginning is new and all possibilities are open. My
heart is a secret, all shut inside. The core hears
but doesn't listen, apply the words. The conscience
roars, controls. Saying to soul that heart is wrong,
treacherous. Glad I listened to conscience. I smile.

    So happy that life of past crashed and burned. I
would never have had the opportunity to be become
the person I love, the daughter of Jehovah. Grateful
for words, Scriptures given. Had not been there I
would still be wondering.

    Am glad I understand we are family now. To
have so many brothers and sisters where I used to
have one. This is truly a gift. For the exchange of
a loss I gained. My eyes are pressing back glittering
water. Oh how much joy I have. Oh how the
softness is sincere, heartwarming and kind.

    Thank you.