Paid in full sir!

     Words trying hard to scream
their meaning. How do I stop? How
do I learn, apply?

      Empty? No! Destiny not believed. Creates
a havoc on liars, cheaters.

      Tender is the smile. Tender is your
eyes. All a liar in glory. How did I ever
fall?

     Why does it matter? Really bothered
me for a long time yet now I cry for you,
for hope to find you.

     That prayers are finally heard for
you.

     My eyes cut a willow. Lash out in
a daring stripe. Causing wonders to crease
a long sigh.

    Slice off the tremor that once
cared for you. Despite the lines that
intersect I learned of the constant
yearnings. The unheard secrets now
they spill out.

    Deep are the wounds and still
I am sinister in my comedies. Realizing
the joker was you. I was the pitiful
story.

    Look over your shoulder, see me
running, surprising you. Slapping your
face with MY happiness. My laughter that
pays you in full!