My understanding

Not sure if now on a rational mind
how to take what was given.

There are so many interpretations
that I am curious to know yours.

Am I the chaotic person out to destroy
or am I the one being reminded that
there are those who do that?

Sticking close to those who I know.
Honestly do I know anyone? No. I
know of them. Trust is hard as anyone
who understands me, knows.

So confused. I mean I reread and
reread. Still I am uncertain if the
chaos is me or if am being told
that there is a friend close to me.

One of those scriptures that, honestly,
confuse me. Too many interpretations
from people can muddle the meaning
Jehovah wants me to understand.

Honestly what I understand is that
there are others out to destroy a
freindship I hold so dear, want and
I know this friend too is closer than
I realize.

That is my understanding. Please
tell me if I am wrong.

Somehow.