Hush

     Dancing. Twirling in
rain. Enjoying the downpour.
Pelting my skin.

     My eyes shed tears. Just
knowing I scream whispers
inside me.

    Don't think about past.
Only hope for what tore me to
heal me. To show no more
pity.

   Dare I open my mouth, my
eyes? To say, to see the
clean, warm drops hit me.
Making me remember so
much.

  Hush. Hush, sweet memories.
Stay silent. Push back, push
away.

  Just one question -
        
           Did you really know,
                listen to me or
                     just pretend?