Different, still same

    Spinning. Twirling. Good byes.

Wave at me yet don't remind me
of the heartache. Don't remember a
time when I could not smile when
your eyes sparkled deep gemstones.

  Walking. Running. Oh how I
try to talk it all away in these very lines
yet there is no way. Bring a complete
peace until I learn why. Do I really even
want to know?

Distances I have travelled. Methods I have
used to erase portions of memories. Bad
to recall because most were lies. Creation.
Nothing real from you, was there?

Nodding. Different yet still the same. No
proof that there was ever a change on you.
Many say yes but not what is spoken,
hidden.

  Too good to be true. Pot blackened. Tales
spun deep. How do you unwind? Find self
any where? What caused?

   Tremors as I collide beside. Ugh.
Excuse me. Sorry. Good bye.

   Awaking from mistake. Reality.