Good night sir

  Clever I straightened out all
that I have done. Not sure how to
forget. Always have a moment where
I am very weak. All wounds exposed.

  Oh but I believe everyday, gets better.
Knowing I will always have memories, grand
and bitter, they are still me, mine.

  Thankful for the chance to see, glimpse
into you. Even though what I learned
was mostly created. I was a pain and in
so much. Would I take it back now? Perhaps.
(Lol something you always said)

  One day I will be excited with being
near but be empty for all because none is
returned. All is good. Bad disappeared.

Echoes vibrate as I watch, as I observe.
Keeping to myself. Nor will you ever
know the shaking is there every day.

  I smile. I hope. One day I take up
on the opportunity to see the top of the
day.

  Twirling my reels. Recall the happiness.
Smallness still there when I look, glance
but strength I feel knowing you pushed.
You asked me to forget, forgive and
move. Not to worry or take a
breath your direction.

  Hmm we will see if you can
let go all the rest. Good night sir.