One good thing

  Looking around seeing changes
flying right out the door. Oh how
I used to want to stand still.

  Now I am happy. Wanted a
moment to love you. Soak up all you had
to give - too little. Yet I was greedy. Craved
all to self.

  Childish but dreamt. Hoped. Really
prayed for my selfish heart. I know that it
was wrong. Still it hurts because I
really hoped. Dreams.

  Carried high. Too late to want you.
Too late to ask for you to see me. Too
much I craved. Too much I cried.

  I am still learning. First teachers
always have lasting impressions. I will
remember so much. My eyes drop tiny
waterfalls. All worth it.

  Tokens that say so much and
nothing at all. I kept some things. Couldn't
let it all go.

  You listened. Not sure if you
cared but I know you listened, guess
that is one good thing.