Emptied but firm on stand

      Emptied out the anguish of imperfect co workers.
Ah the sights of sunlight in the right areas. Pressing,
beckoning my eyes to close. To inhale the calm that
Jehovah sends.

      A rush that has ended. The completion of extra
work, to try to help yet get the issues in an abundance.
I did try to help, to me that is key.

     Slimming down the pickings. No need for the
arguments. Just holding tight to the countdown.
Clearing the mind of all else but freshness of a breath
and long, low release of a sigh.

     The excess of weight dispersed elsewhere as I
soak into the driver's seat. Only there is no music. Just
the whistling of the wind that is swirling around the
car and around my head.

     Oh the thoughts that rumble through my head. How
much I want to dance it all away. To slip into the
countryside and wade among the tall grasses. Time
will come when I can. One day I will experience this
again.

     Hmm a sigh is slow, once again, to exhale. Relaxing
every tightened muscle, every taunt tip. Ah a moment
when "yes" forms in sparkling gemstones. When an
opened meaning becomes a true standing. One day
I will preserve the smile. Holding onto that glimpse
of pure joy.

    Still, now, I hope to recall all that has been seated
next to me. Papers, hopes, dreams to obtain for this
day, this month, this year. No it is not ever too late
to believe everything is attainable.

    So for the laughter that highlights the seafoam
greens and echoes inside the depths of deep blues,
I look forward to stepping closer. Pressing the memory,
renewed, to the sunlight once more.

    Ah Jehovah, this makes no sense now except for
the dream of hope and the hopes of dreams. The
climbing to the next level, grasping and collecting.
Only to place with others as I travel higher still.

     Seems momentarily insane but my hold upon my
friendships, my goals can not be broken now that
the support, the foundation is Jehovah.

     Ah yes. Forgive my mind of the rambles, the
juggling of meanings. One day the finale will be here
and how will you stand?

     With one foot on either side or well planted, with
me at Jehovah's table?

      Dear friend I ask you first because I hope you
would want to be among those who are seated there.
Learning, obtaining and loving.