Family that pushes me up

    Just the words I needed to hear. Pressed back. I was
in low moments and some caused by family. Sadly
I do recall old things and the uncomfortableness I get
from it pushes me.

    I am grateful that friends give insight on how to
find the right words to press me closer to Jehovah.
Each day gives new sets of trial. Yesterday is only one
of the many that Satan tried his hardest to inch inside
me. I am grateful to the mind that stops.

    Even more special are those friends that push the
right Scriptures into my mind. I do so love those
people. I can't even begin to express the gratitude
except in an ever glowing smile. To that I hope that is
enough.

    Seems at times yes memories eat at me but
surprisingly how they are that. Memories. Learning
tools to not do over. Changes that made me who I am
today some were as nasty as vomit and others pure
and clear.

    I may see the difference a day later but that is after
many prayers. So today is clear. Yesterday was yet
another learning process. To absorb it all as I should
have.

   Dear friend, I am sorry if my poetry has done any
injustice to you. I would never want that. This is my
form of therapy. Today I will clear all that was on here
as cruel reminders of my low moments.

   So please do not be angry at me for being emotional.
Yet I am so grateful I did write as I did because it
pushed enough to gain a new insight. Please be happy
that today is a new day and those Scriptures given
were kind reminders that Satan tries hard to drive
a wedge between friends and my love of Jehovah.

   Dear friend. I do not deserve such kindness as given
yet still you see, find something that presses. Thank
you for my kind reminders and for helping me
push Satan back down. I love all my family that helps
me.

   Dear friend. Great joy in tears alone. Ah ha but
alas I am not sad. I am overjoyed with renewed sense
of who we all are: Family. This I am singing a happy
song, dancing to my unique drummer.

   Oh how I want to shout a huge thank you.
   Would you hear it if I did?