Leveled earth for foundation of friendship

    Another level of dirt lays below the bridge. Not
burnt just flame marks. Life is funny yet Jehovah
is strong. How else does anyone move forward without
a scar?

    Yes the steps may seem painful but there is joy
of light inside the darkness. Granted all feels like
darkness but just a heavy gray.

    Always opportunity to press forward. Grateful to
the ever changing ways. The choices. Free will and I
use mine to push forward with Jehovah.

   Learning and relearning the steps. Every one glance
to the side will be absorbed and deeply applied.

   A step. One encouraging moment before the last.
A smile. Shaky as it comforts the face. Silence was
wanted but a voice became.

   Here now I await. Patience is solid and hopes rise.
Little expectations but a hope is glowing.

   How would I be here if not for Jehovah seeing
something in me? So with Jehovah the steps are
earned once again. One moment to pass the next.

   Ah how possible so much can be. Still I must
be cautious of everything I do. So much Jehovah
is teaching me, his child. So much protection I didn't
see. Now felt even more than before.

   Much love shines. The falls may occur but gaining
strength to push up and press face into the
learning Bible I set out to prepare for more goals
to be attained.

   Ah so little a voice is that whispers. I am sorry
dear friend for my disrespect to you and all that
you have come to change. I watched. I know. I am
now relearning. I must shovel a few more patches
of dirt to make even more firm the foundation of
Jehovah. Then perhaps the reapplying of the grounds
for a friendship.

   Only when you allow it, once more.