Odd questions, statements

           The oddity in people when they ask me what
is important in my life. Also the shock of the "why
would you choose that over something else?" Almost
as though trickery oozes from their words. Cynically
hateful and yet I don't push back.

            I lean upon Jehovah. Asking, seeking his
help in realizing we all have imperfections. Perhaps
their insecurities were that of hatefulness pushing
against me.

            Ah how I do as Jehovah asks. Pressing my
love and kindness in their direction. I give way
to prayer in their names. Hoping whatever causes the
remarks, the questions that Jehovah helps them
to realize their eyes may be dusty.

            I sit here flabberghasted by a question that
makes me curious where are the person's thoughts.
For such negativity that was blended within calls
for prayers to Jehovah. Such nastiness as though my
goals are to be pressed back by their further
inquisition. Ah and yet Jehovah sees, giving me the
strength to stay silent where my voice may cause
a backlash.

           Still I lean sturdier upon Jehovah. More and
more I seek out answers from him. Giving time
where it is needed. I see that trials will be there and
yet again I am siding firmly with Jehovah. No human.

           Why still does a person have to see my voice,
my journey as negativity? Much more why do they
have to go to the distance to distort to their sweet
perversion?

              Oh Jehovah I plead with you to help them.
I am grieving because of their display of nastiness in
sugar coated words.

             Still I am standing tall because I know all that
matters to me is Jehovah. No human can prove to
me that my love, my journey is worthless to Jehovah.
I know that Jehovah's promises are real and he keeps
them.

           So for someone to try to stop me from learning
only enhances, spurs me to grab tighter upon my
place within Jehovah's people.

          A small glimmer of hope that perhaps what
they said, they asked, in hate, was an imperfection.
Perhaps they did not realize how badly they worded
their voice. Oh I really hope Jehovah will help them
and me to understand in time.

        Until then I am seeking Jehovah to help me with
my journey in drawing, steadily, closer to him.