A closed path with a newer insight

     So much has transpired today. One more
step I took to learning. Most of today I spent trying
to correct what I had done. Yet that is just it: IT WAS
DONE!

      Now how to move forward is a weightly question
I have to ask myself but not alone. I ask Jehovah
too. (Matthew 7:7,8 NWT) I know that many times I
try to choose my way but clearly the correct way is
through Jehovah.

      Sometimes the temptation of the wider path
is so seductive that I get caught up in it. Yet still I
realize choosing the narrow one is more rewarding
and beneficial with my relationship with Jehovah.
(Matthew 7:13, 14 NWT)

      With myself I often times am too emotional or
jump to conclusions instead of just being patient. This
is an ongoing goal Jehovah is helping me with. So
please help address it to me when you see fit.

     Ah at times I, too, am quite the chirpy bird and
other times I am as silent as a stone. Ah the
emotional rollercoaster of me, of being a female.
Still so much I have to learn.

     How anyone stands to be a friend riding with me
on this rollercoaster of life, I truly applaude your
patience and kindness with me and my many
imperfections.

     Ah and yet even now I hesitate to address a dear
friend. Still the growling of my regretful behavior
eats at my actions. I feel as though my voice is
salt upon a open wound.

     Today I learned. Today I applied even more.
Ah still can so much be repaired? I know not. Only
Jehovah knows what can heal. I hope in my
silence all will be good. I hope I develop a stronger
sense of patience. I hope that one day a laugh will
crease the stiff air.

     Only Jehovah will lay the path clearer to see.
My choice will and must be to observe, inhale and
absorb what is being taught.

     Softly I exhale as still so many Scriptures are
released. Even more meaning of love and support.
Yes when we are at our weakest moment Jehovah
is there to help us.

    Realizing how much damage memories are I am
on a road to learning even more. Addressing each
and every once glance to a moment that has passed
whether the option to keep or toss. Much of that still
applies to who, what I must do, become. Jehovah sees
my efforts.

    Ah still an anxious moment tries to hurry me. I
stop. Pressing weight, concern and anxiety upon
Jehovah in a prayer. (Philippians 4:6,7 NWT)

    Relaxed becomes the soul and bright becomes
the watery blue eyes. Ah how softly the shy spirit
emerges once more.