Silent explosion

Ever have that great passion of silence explode inside of you? And just at the moment you were finally coming into yourself?

Then seeing those moments of hope flare up and press you against a cold window. Not taunting you but just showing just how much more you are worthy of.

Truly moments like this echo tears down my face. These times when I realize I can have more. Not in the sense of materialism but that of love, compassion and kindness.

And when it settles inside of me, I am not upset just surprised I am allowed to have moments like these.  Maybe not yet but one day.

With that hope of a great prospect I am every bit of cautious.  Even more than before. Not because I am broken but because I have surpassed and processed everything.

And I look forward to when the day arrives. Now I just look into each day, keeping my faith from drowning. For when I finally gain just a tidbit I know I will cling.

Today, though I know isn't the day. But one day I will have my moments. And that is the best form of kindness that can be given to me.

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