Romantic dreamer
I just finished watching one of my current favorite Hallmark movies. Of course I am a bit sappy but it's the good girl happy ending. Turbulence and time. Yet through it all everything works out.
Granted I know that is not real life but I am a romantic dreamer so ideals and such do roll inside my head. The best parts is that I can relate.
And then there is that push to keep hoping for that kind of love, one day. Yet realistically I am such a demanding personality that being alone is probably the best gift anyone can give me.
Still the hope is there.
I once thought I met my match. And so I was proven wrong. Yet as much as the pain of defeat stabbed me, I walked away. Left the whole scene and not once begged to reenter.
And still at times, because I am a romantic woman, I will think on that person. I don't forget I just forgive and move forward.
The best I can do is be strong for me. And I do. Every day. Yet I am never alone. That is the reality.
Vocal in my own way about what hurts inside is the key of motivation. It is what keeps me finding the joy even in the nastiest of situations.
And right now, I am joy. Getting ready for work and holding onto the dreams, goals and life I have prepared for.
Some are still in my life and others just look inside. Where ever you are just be happy. If that is possible.
Always my hope for those who surround me.
Granted I know that is not real life but I am a romantic dreamer so ideals and such do roll inside my head. The best parts is that I can relate.
And then there is that push to keep hoping for that kind of love, one day. Yet realistically I am such a demanding personality that being alone is probably the best gift anyone can give me.
Still the hope is there.
I once thought I met my match. And so I was proven wrong. Yet as much as the pain of defeat stabbed me, I walked away. Left the whole scene and not once begged to reenter.
And still at times, because I am a romantic woman, I will think on that person. I don't forget I just forgive and move forward.
The best I can do is be strong for me. And I do. Every day. Yet I am never alone. That is the reality.
Vocal in my own way about what hurts inside is the key of motivation. It is what keeps me finding the joy even in the nastiest of situations.
And right now, I am joy. Getting ready for work and holding onto the dreams, goals and life I have prepared for.
Some are still in my life and others just look inside. Where ever you are just be happy. If that is possible.
Always my hope for those who surround me.
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