A sting but not at me
Thinking, as I do normally in the morning. This time over my changes in October and November. How life stood still. Amongst the times when I was adjusting to my own fear of not having enough time for things. Making all those changes.
Just one thing that struck me as more odd than all the rest. I was at work when a sister I helped destroy her marriage came in and shopped right next to me. How I paid her no need out of respect to her.
And as I later came home to see people crowded around the man's new girl car. It struck the finest chord in me just how much that sister believed he had taken me to their vacation spot. But what dug at me even more is the fact that the man thought to utilize the idea that this woman would assume something.
Making it a good cover for him to continue to seek out this new flame. What breaks the back of me is how right after I saw people investigating the new flames car, I got shunned.
To think I was that shallow to say something. Cracks my sense to a great divide because I have said nothing since randomly calling to tell you I have something. And for that man to take it to the level of accusation I am howling.
It's sad when you, not even divorced are already "committed" to someone . And not the people who you cheated with to leave your wife. Priceless.
But the biggest ticket is that the new flame counters in snide remarks towards me. Obviously things I say are too close to home or you can't help but say my name and it irritates her.
Best stop because she will go crazy, batty trying to be me. And can't be.
So this man, keep showering your girl with gifts, wooing her but note this, NOTHING has changed.
And to finally see just how clear the joke was, truly grand that Jehovah pulled me away from you. Grateful to best and most.
And now I finish getting ready for my meeting. Grateful to find my way back to Jehovah.
All I am going to say is that the truth can sting you when you still lie to yourself and others. Be careful
Just one thing that struck me as more odd than all the rest. I was at work when a sister I helped destroy her marriage came in and shopped right next to me. How I paid her no need out of respect to her.
And as I later came home to see people crowded around the man's new girl car. It struck the finest chord in me just how much that sister believed he had taken me to their vacation spot. But what dug at me even more is the fact that the man thought to utilize the idea that this woman would assume something.
Making it a good cover for him to continue to seek out this new flame. What breaks the back of me is how right after I saw people investigating the new flames car, I got shunned.
To think I was that shallow to say something. Cracks my sense to a great divide because I have said nothing since randomly calling to tell you I have something. And for that man to take it to the level of accusation I am howling.
It's sad when you, not even divorced are already "committed" to someone . And not the people who you cheated with to leave your wife. Priceless.
But the biggest ticket is that the new flame counters in snide remarks towards me. Obviously things I say are too close to home or you can't help but say my name and it irritates her.
Best stop because she will go crazy, batty trying to be me. And can't be.
So this man, keep showering your girl with gifts, wooing her but note this, NOTHING has changed.
And to finally see just how clear the joke was, truly grand that Jehovah pulled me away from you. Grateful to best and most.
And now I finish getting ready for my meeting. Grateful to find my way back to Jehovah.
All I am going to say is that the truth can sting you when you still lie to yourself and others. Be careful
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