The joy found this morning
I was just thinking about how wonderful Jehovah is gives you all these insights. Not necessarily do you understand completely the day that you read that scripture but when you truly ask for spiritual help, awareness Jehovah opens your mind and spirit to comprehend. For example, today I was reading Mark as I'm supposed to, though not supposed to be doing it the day of my meetings. The capability of truly understanding what Sabbath means. See I understood it as a day of rest. I also understood that it was always on a Sunday for Christendom and the Jewish Community it was on a Saturday. Yet now when I'm reading Mark 2:27,28 I truly understood that sabbath day not just means the day. It refers to when Jesus is also called the Lord of Sabbath. Jesus will bring us this peace, relief of labors but not just now. Jesus will give us peace, relief of labors all through his millennial reign.
To me this is truly profound. I mean I all i can do is be thankful that Jehovah opened my eyes to that aspect.
There are still some that questions that I have that I'm going to have to research deeper. I'm just so overjoyed that Jehovah opened the chapter for me to see. Even gave me more understanding of Jesus ransom and what it is going to do. Jesus not only gave his life, his perfect life, for Adam's sin but covered a price of indescribable worth.
Jehovah is so giving, truly loving to give this eternal peace for a long time. I'm just in tears because of this truly amazing gift. So now every time I think of those that imitates Jesus' preaching work I think wow!
Yet as of right now I truly do understand privileges I gave up to follow a heart. Such a fool. I'm in tears because I did it.
So those who are getting to preach, remember, that every that you have free, is a day to spread the good news to everyone. All in hopes of possibly opening their hearts to want to hear news of paradise.
I would want to see all in paradise. I can't just stop crying in joy and being in awe.
It just excites my spirit and brings such joy. Then when I was reading through Mark, I realized that Jehovah is showing me his beautiful friendship. Why it's taken me so long to get back to reading the Bible, I have no clue.
It's probably because I didn't want to be where I was. I didn't want his friendship. I didn't want to be friends with Jehovah but now realizing what Jesus is, what Jehovah gives. Such grandeur.
How can I walk away from that? Even though as a disfellowshipped person I did walk away from everything. And, yet, now I truly see, I understand what I walked away from. Now I'm chiding myself. I'm truly beating myself. I'm truly an idiot. I'm a fool and that is a very tragic thing.
How do I correct it? How do I turn around my foolish actions and show that I want to be Jehovah's Witness? I don't know. All I can do is just keep reading the bible and trying to grow within.
And uhh.. Jehovah, I'm going to need help.
As remarkable as Mark has been just first two chapters and how I am grasping all the little details of Jehovah's qualities, it just proves to me that there has never been a reason for me to hate Jehovah ever. This is such a loving gift, every time.
I know my grandmother was not a Jehovah's Witness but she was truly A religious person and she grew up in a time when things were different. So being able to see her in the Paradise with me, all I can do is sigh. I just have this awakening inside of me. I don't even know it was spiritual or if it's just pure joy.
So what do I do? Grow! That's all I can do.
To me this is truly profound. I mean I all i can do is be thankful that Jehovah opened my eyes to that aspect.
There are still some that questions that I have that I'm going to have to research deeper. I'm just so overjoyed that Jehovah opened the chapter for me to see. Even gave me more understanding of Jesus ransom and what it is going to do. Jesus not only gave his life, his perfect life, for Adam's sin but covered a price of indescribable worth.
Jehovah is so giving, truly loving to give this eternal peace for a long time. I'm just in tears because of this truly amazing gift. So now every time I think of those that imitates Jesus' preaching work I think wow!
Yet as of right now I truly do understand privileges I gave up to follow a heart. Such a fool. I'm in tears because I did it.
So those who are getting to preach, remember, that every that you have free, is a day to spread the good news to everyone. All in hopes of possibly opening their hearts to want to hear news of paradise.
I would want to see all in paradise. I can't just stop crying in joy and being in awe.
It just excites my spirit and brings such joy. Then when I was reading through Mark, I realized that Jehovah is showing me his beautiful friendship. Why it's taken me so long to get back to reading the Bible, I have no clue.
It's probably because I didn't want to be where I was. I didn't want his friendship. I didn't want to be friends with Jehovah but now realizing what Jesus is, what Jehovah gives. Such grandeur.
How can I walk away from that? Even though as a disfellowshipped person I did walk away from everything. And, yet, now I truly see, I understand what I walked away from. Now I'm chiding myself. I'm truly beating myself. I'm truly an idiot. I'm a fool and that is a very tragic thing.
How do I correct it? How do I turn around my foolish actions and show that I want to be Jehovah's Witness? I don't know. All I can do is just keep reading the bible and trying to grow within.
And uhh.. Jehovah, I'm going to need help.
As remarkable as Mark has been just first two chapters and how I am grasping all the little details of Jehovah's qualities, it just proves to me that there has never been a reason for me to hate Jehovah ever. This is such a loving gift, every time.
I know my grandmother was not a Jehovah's Witness but she was truly A religious person and she grew up in a time when things were different. So being able to see her in the Paradise with me, all I can do is sigh. I just have this awakening inside of me. I don't even know it was spiritual or if it's just pure joy.
So what do I do? Grow! That's all I can do.
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