I wait and apply
As I look down a road of new prospects I find myself halting. Not for the reason of being afraid but that of prepping for the jumps I will be pursuing.
And in these lighter days I find myself more and more distant from the actual person I was just a year ago. This real journey I have been on has been some severe twists and turns. Yet the grandest of encouragement has come from the most delightful pieces of my past.
And just when I think I am drowning in the darkest of black I see the glimmer of a sparkling square piece of glitter. So this process of becoming a new person has been quite a ride.
At time I have been completely thrown off course but I still find my way back. All I can say is thank Jehovah for finding me again.
Always love how Jehovah keeps finding me. Just thinking on that I recall the people who have introduced him into my life. I wonder where they are now.
Yet I know I look forward to when I join them in Paradise earth. Forgetting about all the hurt and despair of the years gone. I even want to say thank you to them for the pleasant introductions.
And now these silent walks I take are to reflect on the positive ways of life. Sure I will have my horrid nights and colorful days. Even I will find myself standing in a pool of quicksand at points but the best thing in knowledge and wisdom is that Jehovah will give me strength to survive.
That is how I go from here. Meditating on all that I find in a day, troubling or passive. Indeed.
And speaking of indeed I think of one sister who enjoyed that word from me.. As I recall her favorite scripture in Malachi. And I smile.
So now the night settles me tightly in a spinning breath. I close my eyes and put hope in my prayers. Indeed a time will come when I can say hello once more.
Until then, prayers are mine spoken to Jehovah. I wait and apply.
And in these lighter days I find myself more and more distant from the actual person I was just a year ago. This real journey I have been on has been some severe twists and turns. Yet the grandest of encouragement has come from the most delightful pieces of my past.
And just when I think I am drowning in the darkest of black I see the glimmer of a sparkling square piece of glitter. So this process of becoming a new person has been quite a ride.
At time I have been completely thrown off course but I still find my way back. All I can say is thank Jehovah for finding me again.
Always love how Jehovah keeps finding me. Just thinking on that I recall the people who have introduced him into my life. I wonder where they are now.
Yet I know I look forward to when I join them in Paradise earth. Forgetting about all the hurt and despair of the years gone. I even want to say thank you to them for the pleasant introductions.
And now these silent walks I take are to reflect on the positive ways of life. Sure I will have my horrid nights and colorful days. Even I will find myself standing in a pool of quicksand at points but the best thing in knowledge and wisdom is that Jehovah will give me strength to survive.
That is how I go from here. Meditating on all that I find in a day, troubling or passive. Indeed.
And speaking of indeed I think of one sister who enjoyed that word from me.. As I recall her favorite scripture in Malachi. And I smile.
So now the night settles me tightly in a spinning breath. I close my eyes and put hope in my prayers. Indeed a time will come when I can say hello once more.
Until then, prayers are mine spoken to Jehovah. I wait and apply.
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