Happy
Pretty clear on my pursuits. I am already happy because I am on my spiritual journey and loving it. Every day I am becoming more and more brighter. Just in the aspect of opening to all views of love.
Before, in last year, I could not even want to gain anything spiritual. All I had to do is let go of someone. It was hard but it's been nearly a year and even in the turbulence I still hope the best for that person. But for me, please stay away.
I know in some cases I would have begged for just another moment but these days absolutely not. Especially not to have someone come in and try to disrupt everything worked hard to achieve. Nope.
So now I look forward to the journey and it's fine details to help me grow. I hope some people along the way give pushed but no expectations. Plenty of hope and lots of faith.
I smile. Thankful of all that has been given to me either via my choices or unexpected. I learn from them all, even today from the past. And as I sit here meditating over pieces of the day, I am grateful to each very own second. Tiny joys.
I exhale as the sounds of the dryer outrank the beating of my heart. The clunking of buttons and zippers help the mind ponder over how the rest of the lists should be. Checking off goals one by one.
A slow process but a complete one. Full ahead are the biggest amounts of giddiness. Every day draws me closer. As I smile I hope for days in the sunshine and calm. Not really opening to anything but a good laugh or smile.
And now, well now I am thinking of a few people. Just meditating over goodness sitting inside my spirit. Hoping for all happiness and joy for those people. But I cannot give that to them, all I can do is pray for them. All else is for their minds to do.
But I must say happiness begins within yourself not in people or things. Not even places or memories. We live in the now. So make the seconds count, for they are the pieces of time that help you grow in faith.
Before, in last year, I could not even want to gain anything spiritual. All I had to do is let go of someone. It was hard but it's been nearly a year and even in the turbulence I still hope the best for that person. But for me, please stay away.
I know in some cases I would have begged for just another moment but these days absolutely not. Especially not to have someone come in and try to disrupt everything worked hard to achieve. Nope.
So now I look forward to the journey and it's fine details to help me grow. I hope some people along the way give pushed but no expectations. Plenty of hope and lots of faith.
I smile. Thankful of all that has been given to me either via my choices or unexpected. I learn from them all, even today from the past. And as I sit here meditating over pieces of the day, I am grateful to each very own second. Tiny joys.
I exhale as the sounds of the dryer outrank the beating of my heart. The clunking of buttons and zippers help the mind ponder over how the rest of the lists should be. Checking off goals one by one.
A slow process but a complete one. Full ahead are the biggest amounts of giddiness. Every day draws me closer. As I smile I hope for days in the sunshine and calm. Not really opening to anything but a good laugh or smile.
And now, well now I am thinking of a few people. Just meditating over goodness sitting inside my spirit. Hoping for all happiness and joy for those people. But I cannot give that to them, all I can do is pray for them. All else is for their minds to do.
But I must say happiness begins within yourself not in people or things. Not even places or memories. We live in the now. So make the seconds count, for they are the pieces of time that help you grow in faith.
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