My excel day
Yesterday proved to be very trying and yet I received good news. Multiple ones.
And down to the last hour of work today, I was smiling. The best news I had heard in a while.
Still these days are each just one day and my motivation may change in tiny details. Yet they all keep going forward.
As I step one foot in front of the other, at points I stand still, just to breathe. I keep my joy. It is not hidden. I give thanks to the breath and to the wake up. Amongst the first of everything and all that falls between the hours before I close my eyes to sleep.
All the grandness is how I see it. Grand in the aspect of something so miniscule. Yet only to those who cannot even recognize simplicity in a tiny shard of grass nor that of ants invading your table.
Truly my great news would move mountains for others. And I am grateful to hear them. I long to hear other words but I will be patient because the time is not right.
I wait. Even in my impatience I still grasp the concept, principle that I must maintain patience. Surprisingly that all does have a different separation of each meaning. And with that therein lies an application I continue.
Whereas most portions of my days are vibrant, in this one long standing hope, I maintain what is expected of me. Even though some think me odd or too congestion to understand, I gather the wisdom that I am complex and very private to those.
And within just one day I can confuse hundreds if not thousands. So keeping my patience and maintain the peace in all aspects of life is how I hope to proceed.
And today? Well I would hope I did okay or mediocre so that the next day I excel in learning how to improve.
Yes that is how I go day to day. And on some days I do excel exceedingly. By no means is that my strength.
So I am here, seated in my chair, pampering myself with chocolate fudge while soaking tired soles. Painting the nails in a Rosy Glow.
And reading the bible in Daniel, just one chapter, to sleep well tonight.
For who knows what goodness Jehovah gives in the morning.
And down to the last hour of work today, I was smiling. The best news I had heard in a while.
Still these days are each just one day and my motivation may change in tiny details. Yet they all keep going forward.
As I step one foot in front of the other, at points I stand still, just to breathe. I keep my joy. It is not hidden. I give thanks to the breath and to the wake up. Amongst the first of everything and all that falls between the hours before I close my eyes to sleep.
All the grandness is how I see it. Grand in the aspect of something so miniscule. Yet only to those who cannot even recognize simplicity in a tiny shard of grass nor that of ants invading your table.
Truly my great news would move mountains for others. And I am grateful to hear them. I long to hear other words but I will be patient because the time is not right.
I wait. Even in my impatience I still grasp the concept, principle that I must maintain patience. Surprisingly that all does have a different separation of each meaning. And with that therein lies an application I continue.
Whereas most portions of my days are vibrant, in this one long standing hope, I maintain what is expected of me. Even though some think me odd or too congestion to understand, I gather the wisdom that I am complex and very private to those.
And within just one day I can confuse hundreds if not thousands. So keeping my patience and maintain the peace in all aspects of life is how I hope to proceed.
And today? Well I would hope I did okay or mediocre so that the next day I excel in learning how to improve.
Yes that is how I go day to day. And on some days I do excel exceedingly. By no means is that my strength.
So I am here, seated in my chair, pampering myself with chocolate fudge while soaking tired soles. Painting the nails in a Rosy Glow.
And reading the bible in Daniel, just one chapter, to sleep well tonight.
For who knows what goodness Jehovah gives in the morning.
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