A peace within me

It's remarkable when you find your peace. You find these new traits that are good, to keep you moving forward.

It's sheer delight when you can walk down the road and not want or need to do anything but soak in the joys that Jehovah gives.

Simple pieces of life.

And when I finally realized I am okay where I am at, the rolling punches die. Those hectic moments cease and the day becomes this floating lightness.

Simple pieces of life.

And when parts of those old memories strive to choke you down, well kick them off the mind. I have to say as much as I have experienced in my life time, the best release is finally being able to speak to people about my life.

It's that calm in the midst of a nasty storm. It's those moments that can either build you or break you. Most days I am building. Yet I do have the times when I get overwhelmed.

Then excitement and adrenaline build and I overcome. Yet I will never believe it is my strength alone. I always see that Jehovah is the one who is helping me build.

And I must say my friendship is growing once more with Jehovah. Spurts where I just say ahhh because the lesson was minuscule compared mountains crashing. Yet I learn so much in the tiny parts.

This is where the peace within me grows. I don't know about anyone else but being free of overpowering stressing thoughts is the most insightful experience.

And all else that is achieved are gifts Jehovah gives whether in lessons or loving. Either way my life is going just as I prayed for.

Now to just find areas to draw even more so, closer. Until one day I can say hello to my friends in the worldwide.

Until then I am just following Jehovah's direction.