Riding circles and smooth outcomes

So many days where I feel like I am running in circles just to escape the moment. Yet I am doing nothing but standing still as the day swirls all around me.

These last few days have found me in the oddest of places. I have been quite annoyed by the layers of dissection one person gives off because of their education.

It is quite a trip I'd rather not be on or near. Just my way of standing in my own little, protected world. Yet I am only secured from those who feel my constant research is harmful to their superior claim of knowledge.

I don't say that I am at the same equilence as them yet all I am in hopes of is that they just listen. I don't need one more person to just brush me off. Or call me inferior.

I am only..

Then my mind drifts to sleep. And the train of thought slips from me.

The time pulls me back to the glimpse of tiny circles. Vertigo and I are walking together. More like taking a whoozy step.

Yet no drink but cranberry and water hits my lips.

Nodding off again. A cycle recognize as delightfully calm.

A hope more to come. I smile. Blues ate violets. Lips are soft pink petals. Good night, again.