Why I

I never knew if you really cared or if I was just a played game you won. I really didn't care as long as I was allowed to be with you.

Love? No. It was comfort. It was the glance in silence. It was the watching each other's movements.
Simple.

Perhaps that is where I failed to hold you. Perhaps that is where I do not  get to keep you.

My punishment.

I live with that. It is painful as I pretend I am not offended. Nor am I going to be a friend anymore. It cuts but I have learned that is how you are.

What moves me to continue is my heart, my mind. I know I am one you won't forget.

But when I forget you, you will be lost.

This why I love but I say no words. I just move along.