Heartless man
You know when a man attacks your heart you let up. You curl back under the covers and try not to die inside. You even become spaced out. Looking out across the fields of time and pray that there was just ONE thing that was significant. Then you realize there wasn't. Not to him. Never to him.
That is when you break down in layers of tears and heartache realizing that life just sucks big time. Yet even in your lowest drowning moment you still see yourself getting up, dressed and still moving because the world didn't stop because of your heartache.
Even worse is neither did he. Not once did he bother to note if he was tearing you apart. Nope not once.
That is a heartless man.
And people wondered why I let you back into my life even for a moment. Ah because I believe there is light everywhere.
I don't want to be vague nor intentionally irritating people but I must say someone broke me again. And I allowed it.
But this heartless man has already jumped along. Already told his friends the crazies are being crazy. But never once did he bother to see that he is crazy first.
Never think that even you are immune to him calling you crazy. But what do I know. I tried to be a friend, a lover and a friend again. I tried and I broke.
I am worth better than this man. I am worth being me without anyone. I can deal with that.
And you.. You think you are loving and caring. No just a playing fool who is a pleasing go getter. You can't help but be with someone. It SCARES you to death being alone.
So enjoy your knew female. Wait till you marry and grow. She is just as crazy as all the rest of us. Just wait. Then you will be stuck-- again. This time I won't help you.
You broke me enough for me to realize I was never good enough. Good riddance to your heartless ways.
Good riddance because I am worth more than what you think. And poor child learning religion to be with you.
Sadness overwhelm me. But that is her cake.
I traded mine for hard stale crackers that endure. Sorry to see your promises to me broken. As I suspected they would be.
Such a sad story you tell, oh heartless man. Such a tragedy.
That is when you break down in layers of tears and heartache realizing that life just sucks big time. Yet even in your lowest drowning moment you still see yourself getting up, dressed and still moving because the world didn't stop because of your heartache.
Even worse is neither did he. Not once did he bother to note if he was tearing you apart. Nope not once.
That is a heartless man.
And people wondered why I let you back into my life even for a moment. Ah because I believe there is light everywhere.
I don't want to be vague nor intentionally irritating people but I must say someone broke me again. And I allowed it.
But this heartless man has already jumped along. Already told his friends the crazies are being crazy. But never once did he bother to see that he is crazy first.
Never think that even you are immune to him calling you crazy. But what do I know. I tried to be a friend, a lover and a friend again. I tried and I broke.
I am worth better than this man. I am worth being me without anyone. I can deal with that.
And you.. You think you are loving and caring. No just a playing fool who is a pleasing go getter. You can't help but be with someone. It SCARES you to death being alone.
So enjoy your knew female. Wait till you marry and grow. She is just as crazy as all the rest of us. Just wait. Then you will be stuck-- again. This time I won't help you.
You broke me enough for me to realize I was never good enough. Good riddance to your heartless ways.
Good riddance because I am worth more than what you think. And poor child learning religion to be with you.
Sadness overwhelm me. But that is her cake.
I traded mine for hard stale crackers that endure. Sorry to see your promises to me broken. As I suspected they would be.
Such a sad story you tell, oh heartless man. Such a tragedy.
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