Happy ever after
When you are sold into this idea of happy ever after you want it all. Yet in the reality of all things you realize that none of those wishes come true.
Then you sit down and have a good hard cry. Allowing yourself to few of moments to wallow in self pity. Then you get back up and see the reasoning that this just wasn't your story to have that blissful ending. You were just the stumbling stones that knocked people together.
It's a damaging feeling you have inside of your mind. This tiny triggers of what if I changed this or held up things better here. Yet then in the grand scheme of things you realize there was NOTHING you could do to maintain that connection.
Slowly a sour disposition overcomes you and you deem yourself not worthy of anything. Oh but a short experience that is. Then the bitterness slowly seeps out of your skin and spirit.
Then you hop along into discovering yourself, what you were doing when you fell. Then the hopes of another opportunity becomes so clear. Your spirit strengthens because by then you realize no one will give you the happy ever after, only you can give it.
Then when you see all the stupid things you didn't see before, displayed so clearly before you up goes the open palm to forehead. The slap of duh rings throughout and a nice recap of assurance that you will leap beyond this little breaking.
This is why when I am always in your life, I can move on because I know you are NOT my happy ever after. I am just the wood or stone that sends you flying to the right person.
So for me I break. I heal. I recoup and start living. Even after the constant heartaches and the hopes I have within you, I have learned I have strength to get passed all. I can carry on.
I still cry. I still hurt. But I move. Can you disagree?
Then you sit down and have a good hard cry. Allowing yourself to few of moments to wallow in self pity. Then you get back up and see the reasoning that this just wasn't your story to have that blissful ending. You were just the stumbling stones that knocked people together.
It's a damaging feeling you have inside of your mind. This tiny triggers of what if I changed this or held up things better here. Yet then in the grand scheme of things you realize there was NOTHING you could do to maintain that connection.
Slowly a sour disposition overcomes you and you deem yourself not worthy of anything. Oh but a short experience that is. Then the bitterness slowly seeps out of your skin and spirit.
Then you hop along into discovering yourself, what you were doing when you fell. Then the hopes of another opportunity becomes so clear. Your spirit strengthens because by then you realize no one will give you the happy ever after, only you can give it.
Then when you see all the stupid things you didn't see before, displayed so clearly before you up goes the open palm to forehead. The slap of duh rings throughout and a nice recap of assurance that you will leap beyond this little breaking.
This is why when I am always in your life, I can move on because I know you are NOT my happy ever after. I am just the wood or stone that sends you flying to the right person.
So for me I break. I heal. I recoup and start living. Even after the constant heartaches and the hopes I have within you, I have learned I have strength to get passed all. I can carry on.
I still cry. I still hurt. But I move. Can you disagree?
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