One more layer discarded, will you understand or criticize?

Seemingly I am easy to let things go. So much that I have just moved on. It hurts that a little lie to cover up things or make seams smooth with me was necessary. I though I was capable of deserving better.

Yet it was proven I am not. So now I have to just keep going forward. The heart hurts. The tears fall. I peel away another layer of me. Discarded.

I thought I was worth something but I see I am no different than what was yesterday. Only I was into today and there you were pulling things out of the yesterday box. The means to slap me in the face. The reality of how you work, I understand that now.

So now I just keep my head up. Keep my feet looking forward in the journey.

And people wonder why I maintain the no need for familiarity? This is proven. So how do I respond? I just let the tears fall as the ache inside of me rages. Then I shake it all off.

I need to be away from here. Yet even if it is two minutes or two thousand miles I am still too close. And so I have to adjust there is no distance that can be had. I just have to live with it. Keep carrying on in my life and going forward for me.

Looking out for me in ways no one understands. Even if it means keeping yesterday far from my today.

Eye candy or no I cannot have liars as those who are stating they run with truth. I have to walk away. I stated I would. Are you ready?