My tears were dried

I have cried so much today and my head screams. My soul is tormented yet I know I stand tall.

Silent mourning rolling inside my mind.  The words they cover multitudes of pain and yet all I can do is be grateful for a hug.

The conversation. The changes in maturity. The ability to turn on and off things. It's just a stroke of peacefulness.

Today of all the moments yours was the best. Just seated drinking coffee. Nothing more ever want than that.

If I could have that just floating in my mind,  to take away from all this, yeah I am exuberant.

Could not have hoped a great turn out there.

And all the tears that fell today, thankful for a moment for me.

Said my goodbyes and held on a little too long. Now just hoping.

Not today. Not tomorrow. Not even this year. But one day to see you happy, fully.