Writings

Writing down the joys of the uncertainty of needs. The
understanding that only one really knows all that this
woman needs.

Support systems out in the world, hand you the façade
of what Satan wants you to think you need. All this
trickles down to those who say you "need" to be in
a relationship. Oh how big of a necessity it is to
survive in this world.

Yes I only ask for one relationship: the one with
Jehovah. All other relationships that follow Jehovah's
will, will fall into place. (2 Cor 6:18, Heb 6:18 NWT)

Ah yes the waiting for all the rest, is one of my many
imperfections. As I am constantly saying a prayer, I
notice I am not the only one requesting this quality.
Simply to realize others are out there seeking the
qualities of patience, kindness and love as well.
( James 1:5, Pslam 5:1,2)

Why I ever thought, in beginning , I was alone in my
journey I have no clue. Jehovah repeatedly shows we
are not alone in our steps. (Acts 17:27)

This, to me, is a great comfort. Also knowing Jehovah
hears my thoughts even before I think, voice them.
Ah and I do so love how he hears my prayers. Oh how
my Father listens to me. ( Pslam 139:23,24; Isa 55:9)

Ah do you not feel rejoiceful in such knowledge?

My dear friend, I know my voice cannot really be heard
on the wind but Jehovah's can. Knowing my thoughts,
the love I have for you and so many others I am
grateful that he shows my compassion. I am grateful
he gives me a talent to write, to have a voice where
I cannot directly speak.

Ah sitting here warmed by memories and a red
fleece throw. My eyes close only to open quickly from
a deep laughter. Such splendid sights cover and melt
deep inside me.

Sweetness brought upon by being reassured that
never was I alone. Jehovah is here and sends me
a dear friend to correspend through letters. Ah
Scriptures that strengthen and love that builds.

Ah yes changes. The twinkling of slate blue eyes.
Yes changes. I nod to agree that views have done
just that.

So sitting here upon my sofa I am sinking all the
textures and words into my head. The joys of
dreaming and have the greatest hope is so uplifting
for mind, soul and spirit.

Just one stance. One smile. One laugh is all that is
needed. A hope of a gift, yes?